so what if i'm single?

-->yes i'm single..hemmm,dats y la u people cant see any of my post written about my boyfriend or either about love..i used to fall in love few years ago while i was in form6,he's an ibanese from a village nearby where we school.We have been in a relationship for almost 2 years b4 we break up..but unfortunately,we break off for certain reason.. *only both of us know y*,not to blame any1,nobody is perfect.He manage to get a better gov job and leave me n his family for a better future,it goes smooth at the beginning but it end up with lots and lots of problem when were apart by distance...He's my 1st love n i never think that i'll lost him one day but it do happen n it really dissappointing me!!Losing him feels that my world has stopped spinning..furthermore,i was a person who are unable to tell anybody about my personal problem..so it really sucks that i have to faced it alone and used to cure my heart on my own..really SUCKS!!!!this is the worst part of my life..What can i say is that i love him so much but i can do nothing for my love life..were over and i got nothing to do with it now.Each day i built my strengh not to waste my tears for missing him and now i can smile just like i never have him b4...this is my experience n i'm sure u guys also have your own love story ..and this couple years ahead,i rebuilt my life n now i'm happy for being who i am,i go on my own path making way to catch my dream..NEW LOVE??hem..no thanks,no appetite at all..haha...still a long way to go n i got lots of thing awaiting for me to do.but maybe 4 another years ahead..when i was totally cure and ready for it..yahhh,broken heart can be that bad..but its not the end of the world..experiences makes everything..U'll find it in your own way..N now,i still in the midst of finding my self,creating my self for being a real person..