so what if i'm single?

-->yes i'm single..hemmm,dats y la u people cant see any of my post written about my boyfriend or either about love..i used to fall in love few years ago while i was in form6,he's an ibanese from a village nearby where we school.We have been in a relationship for almost 2 years b4 we break up..but unfortunately,we break off for certain reason.. *only both of us know y*,not to blame any1,nobody is perfect.He manage to get a better gov job and leave me n his family for a better future,it goes smooth at the beginning but it end up with lots and lots of problem when were apart by distance...He's my 1st love n i never think that i'll lost him one day but it do happen n it really dissappointing me!!Losing him feels that my world has stopped spinning..furthermore,i was a person who are unable to tell anybody about my personal problem..so it really sucks that i have to faced it alone and used to cure my heart on my own..really SUCKS!!!!this is the worst part of my life..What can i say is that i love him so much but i can do nothing for my love life..were over and i got nothing to do with it now.Each day i built my strengh not to waste my tears for missing him and now i can smile just like i never have him b4...this is my experience n i'm sure u guys also have your own love story ..and this couple years ahead,i rebuilt my life n now i'm happy for being who i am,i go on my own path making way to catch my dream..NEW LOVE??hem..no thanks,no appetite at all..haha...still a long way to go n i got lots of thing awaiting for me to do.but maybe 4 another years ahead..when i was totally cure and ready for it..yahhh,broken heart can be that bad..but its not the end of the world..experiences makes everything..U'll find it in your own way..N now,i still in the midst of finding my self,creating my self for being a real person..

Blessed Sunday~

as usual..this morning off to church around 1015 that the service start at 1030..late!!yeah i noe..kebiasaan..p servis lom start gik pun as we arrive..so not so late la..(still..haha),after church having lunch at Sushi King the Spring *ceh belagak!!*..dh mula ketagih gak ni..pastu tgk muvi The Last Airbender-kesimpulannya besimpul simpul..hahha,boleh tahan gak citer aksi nih,p hero dia a boy name Aang..adorable face n he's superb!chubby pipi dia..hehehe..mmg cukup power arr budak tu sampai rakyat jelata dok belutut dpn dia..haaa..i tell u!=D..dok couple sit ngan kazen aku c meno n the worst part is org dok depan dia tu leher panjang..annoying sungguh!!sakit ati c meno hanya dia yg tahu..hahaha..the main sponsor is my sis monique n bro aboon..mcm biasa =D tengsss!muvi finish around 1630 staight away going back n having tea..makan kek yg we bake last saturday..(blom abis kah????!!)..yeah blom..jimat kahkahkah...almost 7 buk msk dapur tolg sis msk ,mkn,anta sis g keja n now i'm blogging..haha..fun sunday!thats it..daaa..

makan dadah cara saia..

~memperkenalkan makanan antisihat yg menjadi kegemaran saya.kata org,kalo kuat mkn masam2 ni bdn xnak gemok..(nina said : Ooooo),esen alu gak..mmg i slim river pun,pa ku duli..life for eat!!ngeee..bahan2nya adalah..



1. Limau Kasturi
~murah...satu tompok satu ringgit jak di pasar tamu,kalau ada tanam d rumah lagi bagus..jimat kos..haha,mmg masam tahap ICU kalo xbiasa mkn masam..n lepas tu:



2. Samboi
~ni pun murah gak..nampak harga tu.RM1.oo sepeket,senang cari bha nie..misti yg merah gak baru nyaman..dgr tu..dan:



3. Fresh Juice???
~heee..gambar hiasan,air biasa pun xpa,kalo2 aus@tlalu msm bole minum.persediaan awl gitu la..

cara2nya-->kasi bersih itu limau,potong 1/4 bhgian atas(tangkai) limau tuh..den celup2,cumbat2 samboi dalam limau tuh..den dah boleh dinikmati semahu2nya..senang,nyaman,masam,murah..n saya ketagih,2la dadah saya kakak said!

p/s : thats what i mean drug..the thing/food that i'm addict with.*not heroin,ganja,kokain or whatsoeverrr..pleaseee!

cakes for weekend!!yay!

hyeeee..i'm back after a blastful weekend.The picture above obviously tell u guys bout what i'm going to story...hehe..so,no need to story it out la..haha,kidding bahhh..orait,nyamannn!nahhh..telan air liur korang,cheese cake n chocolate cake..cheese kakak yang buat so aku buat chocolate cake..merekah coz over heat kakak said..p nyaman wooo..siyes xtipuuu..we do it on Saturday morning for the cheese cake while chocolate cake in the evening..n...it still available till now..maok ka???=D

me in bidayuh costume

mcm ngegeh jak kan..who cares by the way,hehehe..my 1st picture using tradisional contume.This is bidayuh traditional costume(am not sure which bidayuh)Even salako costume pun i havent try yet..nang apalah niena tok.Own by the elder..pose by the youngest..kakak aku punya baju during her wedding last 4 years..sbb in our wedding culture,selain gown putih,pengantin akan bertukar kpd baju tradisional ikut kemahuan masing2 selepas bersanding..so..how do i look?xla ku mntak puji just mok tauk pendapat korang yg xlas dr sudut ati...hehe..location:tepi kolam bapak..dah home made shooting kan..2la dia..look like tempat peranginan jak view d blakang tuh..hehehehe...

funny thing by sinting people..warning:18sx

haha..tajuk melampau!happen during weekend xtvts d kpg..me n bala kaban kpg Rukam p manda d pulo aik | sumwer in Lundu | inilah yg berlaku bila dah kehabisan modal..terfikir benda yg xterfikir oleh org lain..naik krem perut aku ktwa..mmg gila tahap gaban tp km hepy giler2..ekekeke...p/s:jgn lupa pause dulu lagu yg dh sedia ada kt blog ni..utk sound effect yg lebih mantap..paka..?

lets meet chip da big head creature

first of all-->introducing my big head creature..hahaha..sorilah gambar mcm kes dera,btw 2la pc taim ku kasi jemur itu creature,agak melampau jak bunyi..sekali sekala kasi mati itu bakteria mak bilang dulu..*whatever* yang pastinya ku sendiri pun xtau sejauh mana kebenarannya teori mak aku yg skul takat taun 6 tu..ngahahah! (durhaka mode)..nama dia CHIP ala yg dalam katun chip n dale..DALE ku xtau pa cita,mayb tgh acting karg ni..okeyla,story mcm mana aku boleh dapat katon xcukup bitamin ni xdapatla hamba ungkapkan disini..*kasi korang frust ckit*..heeee..kisah lampau melampau laut cina selatan..kah3..


yeahhhh..tgk gambar pun dah tau pa sa mo cakap kan..teman baik ato orang putih bilang 'best friend'..dia mmg baik sbb xpng sakitkan ati aku -->2 pun sbb mulut dia bejahit, setia-->2pun sbb dia xlaku sbb kpla besar sgt,sentiasa temankan aku d rumah, xpnh mintak mknan aku-->2pun sbb dia xsuka makan ( ^_^)..haha..i'm talking craps sudha ni..



..dan yang penting..ada kisah tersendiri disebalik aku dan chip,peneman tidur yang xkan pernah merungut walau air liur ku meleh padanya sekalipun (euwww..paka?)..sekian..

bila abang dah bebini

this is the big day of my big bro..Jiken & Shirley Sofia (01 August 2010).boleh kata meriah la jugak..happy sakan ngan family n org kampung..sgt2 berpuas hati n terima kaseh to org2 kmpg Rukam yg membantu..ececec..mcm ucapan ketua pgwas dahh..haha..kaler tema wedd abang is pink+putih..sweet kan??kalo tgk lam gmbar tu km 3 guna baju pink..mengiringi pengantin masuk dengan tamborin dance during wedding march..merangkap bridesmaid la gitu..*boleh diterima* hahaha...

lama dh sya xblogging,sekarang bz ngan esaimen..english n moral studies,both exam n esaimen ada..mcm2 jak.p xpa ku boleh redah..i can do it!!i noe..yerrrr..hahaksss!!!datang bulan agikkkk..duduk salah,bediri slh,tiarap slh,telentang salh,mnonggeng salh..main guli salh,,huh!menyampah ku...

its amazing how u can speak right to my heart..without saying a word..u can light up the dark..the touch of your hand says u catch me..wherenever i fall..u say it best when u say nothing at all...She's my everythingggggg..